how does this work.
after paying I would say thousands of dollars, to transport myself back & forth and pay off this school debt, and so on so forth. I can finally say, alhamdulialh. I don’t ever worry or stress about money. Yet, I’m tired of truly struggling due to poor decision making, if you’re not present for my lowest of lowest of lowest, lower than low. then whatever……………
I don’t want and need you in my presence when I do get the opportunity, to say … “it’s been a long dreadful journey but, I made it.” you don’t understand how much I HATE failure an to not get things placed the way I want them… & it truly makes me sick to my stomach. Patience is me. I suppose. on a brighter side. I love the fact.. that i can finally breathe in a way. I’m making a list of all my debts and paying them off slowly. I truly despise dealing with others…I just want to handle things on my own, tired of pleasing people. I have let many negative relationships go, I know whats better for me… I don’t know why people are forcing other things. I get one more shot at this and only person I fear is myself standing in my own path, I know how to be great, regardless of things others may impose on me.
So, I truly wish the best for everyone out there hustling for theirs………………… who ever you maybe..keep pushing..find the light.